January 2009

Quit Smoking Diary Day 5: Still Alive

quitsmoking2 I’ve made it to the 5 day mark of being smoke free! I have to admit that I’m proud of myself. I really didn’t think that I’d have the willpower to make it this long, but so far, so good.

I’ve had a few bad cravings, mostly first thing in the mornings and after suppers. I’ve also had small cravings throughout the day, but that has more to do with breaking the habit of smoking and not with the nicotine addiction.  The bad cravings seem to be decreasing in intensity with each passing day.

Physically I felt some changes within the first couple of days. My breathing is better and ‘cleaner’, and my sense of smell is better.  I have been feeling more tired, but that’s a common short term side effect. The only downside to this all is that I’ve probably gained a pound or two. I’ve been trying to stick to eating fruits and nuts when snacking so at least I’m having something healthy. Gaining a couple of pounds is worth if it means kicking this bad addictive habit. I’ve also been building my jaw muscles by chewing a lot of sugar-free gum. Every time I get a craving I pop a gum into my mouth and the craving goes away after a few minutes. Chewing gum only didn’t help a handful of times so far.

5 days down and 55 to go before I will consider myself an ex-smoker.

Quit Smoking Diary-Day 1

Quit Smoking The quit date I had chosen for myself is finally here. I’m on day 15 of taking Champix and I had my last cigarette at 9:30am this morning. I wasn’t planning on having one this morning, but the urge was too strong. I didn’t feel too bad about it. Last night I talked it over with my wife and decided that at most I’ll have 3 cigarettes a day; after breakfast, after lunch and after dinner. This decision wasn’t taken lightly. If I happen to really crave a cigarette and my willpower isn’t strong enough, then having one after a meal won’t make me feel depressed for having jumped back on the wagon (and when I’m down or depressed, I tend to smoke more).

I’m now at 9 hrs and 15 minutes without a smoke. Yup, that means that I did not have one after lunch, nor did I have one after supper. After my lunch I just didn’t want to have one. I did have an itch to smoke in the middle of the afternoon, but I think that was more habitual. I’m trying to keep myself busy so that I don’t think about it much. I’m keeping my hands busy by doing some stuff around the house and by doing stuff on the computer. I’m keeping my mouth busy by chewing gum and eating some fruits. Years ago I found that if I had a craving for a cigarette that I could temporarily stave off the craving by having something sweet, like chocolate. Being diabetic, chocolate isn’t really a possibility for me (save for those yummy sugar free ice cream cones, but I can only have those in moderation). So I picked myself up some nice fruit and I’m munching on them when the urge hits me. I’m also strangely enough finding myself craving coffee. No coffee and cigarette, just coffee. I think I’m gonna have to go to Timmy’s and get myself a canister of decaf, or else I’ll be up all night, more than I am now.

Emotionally, I’ve had a couple of outbursts where I turned into a prick. I warned my wife that this was likely to happen in the first week or two of quitting smoking. I know myself, and I know that I’m going to have a short fuse for the next one or two weeks.

As for the Champix side effects I’m still suffering by a light case of insomnia and indigestion. I did also have a few mood swings. The nausea has pretty much gone away, as have the constant need to urinate. Considering some of the possible side effects, I think I’ve gotten off easy.  Now lets see if any of this changes since I’ve cut out the nicotine intake.

Quti Smoking Diary, Days -11 and -10

insomnia

Still few side effects so far have surfaced from taking Champix, even after increasing the number of pills that I have to take daily. I still suffer from some light insomnia which is highly annoying. A new side effect has popped up over the last couple of days; increased urination . It doesn’t bother me at all during the day, but I’ve been waking up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom. Combine this with the insomnia and I’m finding myself being very tired in the morning. Being tired is also making me a little cranky at times.

Quit Smoking Diary, Days -13 and -12

nosmoking There isn’t much to report for Day -13 and Day -12. I’ve had very few side effects so far. I feel a little nauseous after taking Champix, but its nothing big. I feel much better after lying down for just a few minutes. I’ve also had a bit of insomnia, but I can’t say that it’s being caused by Champix, as I was working overnights last week and am now switching back to days.  Still no abnormal/vivid dreams yet either.

Today (Monday) is the first day where I’ll be taking 2 pills. I would expect that if I was going to suffer any side effects that they’ll start over the next couple of days, seeing on how I’m doubling the amount of medication that I’m taking.

As far as the smoking is concerned, I’m finding myself smoking a little less. I don’t have a craving first thing in the morning when I get up, nor do I feel like I need to smoke right away after a meal. Hopefully this will exponentially increase to the point where I don’t want to smoke at all anymore.